I guess this technically counts as Drastic Change #2, if I count that I'm no longer reading blogs as Change #1. However, THIS change somehow trumps all.
I just quit my job.
As in 10 minutes ago.
A lot. In front of my boss (who was very kind and understanding...and who even gave me a hug at the end. Take THAT, Corporate America!).
If I was the drinking sort, I could see myself getting pretty wasted tonight - and not in a celebratory sort of way. No, it would be of the "scared-out-of-my-head, 'what have I done?!'" sort of way.
So, as I won't be drinking away my fears tonight, I can only hope the Universe sends me some good, supportive, calming vibes. And maybe some opportunity. And by "Universe," I mean God. Because if I ever needed an all powerful, all knowing, merciful Supreme Being it would be RIGHT NOW. Maybe He'll be extra nice and lavish huge success on my husband, like, tomorrow. Or maybe I'll just have to be consoled by some good, sweaty time at the gym tonight (since I skipped it at lunch). Or just maybe the husband will take me out for some gelato after dinner. And maybe they'll have my favorite Fratte and Nuttella flavors. And I'll get an extra scoop.
Although...if that last option comes to fruition, it better be accompanied by the aforementioned gym time.
Balance. And simplicity.
Those are my goals. I hope I'm on my way.